awwww aaaaawwwwh <3

I’m si very happy you liked ittttt <3 <3 <3 <3 you have no idea how much this means to me------ a bit too. it means a bit too much for me.

I would like to write a longer sincere answer, but don’t have time… have to eep, tomorrow early day. just know that you are wanted and loved and that I’m so very happy that you liked it (specifically picked non-extra-sugar apple sauce so its not too much sweet- that can be uncomfy. this way ita just fun apply taste in a fun mushy type texture ~ ~ ~ so very cooling and soothing in my mind ~ ~ ~)

all that is to say: I might come back and Wirte a more sincere comment once I got time.

nono, i wanna make people happy, u see? ~

the point of these posts is to get feelings and sparkles across. and I’m trynna imagine what it feels like for someone who hasn’t made it.

… yea. umm… yes. thats what I’m trynna do-

mmhmmmm that’s what I like hearing ~

it’s so hard to ask for these things… im thinking about how one would even bring it up, or make it easier for someone else to bring it up.

asking “do you like pistachios” is soooo much easier to answer than “what food do you like”.

yesssss you are doing very well for me ~

here it comes ~ ~ ~ ~

✈️🥄🍎 zzoooooooommmm <3

inserts spoon gently

waits for you to nom it off the spoon

awwww thats the kind of comment I love seeing <3

my question now is: does it only sell the sparkly sensation or do you actually get the sensation a bit? thats - now thats what im aiming for.

and yeaaaa bits cheesy indeed… otherwise though i wouldnt get the feels across as well I believe.

with this one… panel 5 is quiiiiite a lot. like a looooot a lot. maybe too much.
its so close, it’s so much sparkle it may be too much.

a simpler text-only panel might have done it better. imagining it may be more exciting than seeing it… of course it is!

but at that point, just… writing the whole thing instead would be better! and not everyone likes… reading. its supposed to be visual its supposed to be kinda grabbing…

okay imma stop yap

thank you very much for enjoying the drawing <3 <3

yea… i know… imma - imma look our for how i do this stuff… but yeaaaah copying stuff dies save time… and kinda essentially no one notices its copied,… u notice it more when its poorly redrawn… oh well-

thank you for this comment. ive been sitting om it for a while. and now I’m responding.

oh, oh wow thank you a lot for sharing this! <3

this was a very valuable read and really just - fun to see the the other side ~

and yessss it really does make a big difference if you get a phlebotomist who… at least pretends to understand and calm one down. but yessss i imagine these can be very stressful for you too. when someone is in distress this much… getting a poke on them just as they are in a calmer moment must be hard.

yeaaaa… you really gotta be very empathetic to work with patients like that about something you yourself don’t even experience. (i wanna be like that maybe some day)

anyway, thank you for sharing this. and also have a lovely day, again <3

oooooh yes actually, ur right. I didn’t know they added extra juice but yeaaaah that makes sense… literal mashed apple would be too dense and… brown.

but why would anyone decide to get the sugar-added apple sauce? like- u can just… add ur own if ya reeeeally want it sugary I feel. So we always just get the no-extra-sugar stuff…

anyway, thanks for informing us <3

i have had a similar problem but at some point I got poked plenty times in a row (over multiple days) and… that made it go away, at least dir those days. no more going blind, just… getting flushed and waiting a bunch of time before leaving.

I am stillless scared because of that. I believe that it gets worse when you get older only when you still push it away like it is death itself. I don’t do that anymore.

maybe there is a way out.

eats Soreewälder Gurken

EDIT: nomnom 🥒

awwwww thank you <3

gasps :o

okay no, ur right <3

I mean… I understand why they thought that. it happened on this post which, out if context, kiiiinda does read like some fetish twitter post kinda maybe?

the context here was that the original actual Twitter post was about ai and… insulting the reader and such. it was about relying on LMs and such to do everything that is fun to do, essentially removing the point of life. so i tried turning it into the opposite. i went “no, its okay to rely on me, thats what im here for <3” and went for the role of a mama… aaaand I used “mommy” once… which triggers people… so I replaced it later with another “mama”…

it made sense. I could see it. but when seen within context, I think it makes sense… u can read that posts content if u care for more info…

anyway, thank u very much fir enjoying the drawing, i had lots of fun making it and… actually imagining how i would go about feeding someone and… how i would react to that… i physically acted it out to get somewhat natural looking stances… i like making these posts too much >v< hehe

yea maybe i… may have a special someone someday… whom i can maybe feed at some point or be fed by… who knows ~

I, again, with you a lovely and wonderful day / night / evening / late midnight / morning <3

what about it makes you hurt? i don’t want people to feel uncomfy seeing my posts…

ooooh that sounds reeeeally sweet—

I… wanna be a sap…

awwwww omygoshhhhh juice boxes aaaa <3 thats toooo cutieeee aaaa omygosh— … i know it’s not meant to be cutie but im imagining it be SOOOO cutie omygosh----

just - wow. sitting there with a lil kid juice box.— wow… okay imma stop yapping now and-- do whatever… (think about juice boxes)

whaaaa wwawawawawaaaaa whaat >o< na–.— nah- — nooooo i - i just layed down and andand waited and— hid my face ,…, and some of the staff started lookin at me thru the door and simled… not to laugh at me but… to smile at me… i smiled back… and … hid my face again…

maybe they noticed i liked it when the nurse said that… whateeverrr–

anyway >///< aawwawawaaaa-

yyyes samsies… u fall over and… u just hear “oh - bring a water and sugar, quick!”…

yea, it really really sucks… it’s bad…

however, i believe that over time it gets better. it has gotten better for me recently. it was done multiple times over some days and i really… got somewhat used to it.

at some point i started just laying there, being flushed, but not… u know… losing sight and hearing. they tell me “please wait a few minutes before getting up” but it’s gotten a lot better.

i hope it can get better for you to. i really wish that for you.

now that sounds like 3 years of hrt, hmmm? ~ i’m happy that you can make it through them <3

and yessss im very similar. it’s straight up the reason why… i started hrt… so late. i could’t do it earlier, i had such… death-fears about the whole thing.

but thank you for the tips!!! will definitely be taking the drinking and breathing advice. thank you very much for those! <3

awww yeaaa u get it. yesss doctors places also put me on edge… but honestly, if there were

• no needles and blood stuff
• no scary poking devices

in a doctors place, i probably couldn’t care less.

e.g.: i have essentially no fear of dentist places. because so far… ive never been hurt there. it’s maybe a bit uncomfy, but it’s fine ~ i feel like i could have a fun talk with my dentist… well, as much as i can with an open mouth that is.

and awwwawaawaa thank you for the good day <3