If you feel the same as former eggs, why would you be any different?
I think my brain had enough and just self-accepted out of exhaustion. It refused to shut up and just wouldnt let me focus on anything else except for constantly questioning if i was really trans, why i was feeling like i wasnt trans enough or why i was experiencing impostor syndrome. So after 3 days straight of researching, reading, pondering and furiously scribbling 10+ pages of whatever the fuck the coherency of my thoughts were i just somehow ended up in “yup, no, you are definitely trans”. And then it turned quiet. So for the first time since i came out as “possible/probably trans” to my closest friends (1,5 months ago) my head is finally quiet :)
It is a huge weight off your chest, isn’t it?
It is so nice, knowing what is wrong, knowing what I enjoy and that its fine, knowing what I want and even if i dont know exactly what “label” is correct for me, it doesnt matter. The most important part is that I know where I want to end up and can work towards that ❤️
It also led me to actually be able to accept that what I am feeling is dysphoria, so you know, cant win them all. But ill just take it as a step on the journey. Id honestly rather have that as “temporary” confirmation than dissociative confusion as to what life is dull and hard. 😅
