Unfortunately I definitely get what you’re saying, I’d rather go out on my own terms than on theirs. I’m not suicidal (anymore) but if they’re going to kill me anyway I may as well go down swinging.

That said there are a few bright spots out there, as dim and hard to find as they may be. And even if it is hopeless we still have to fight. I’m not doing the fascists’ job for them and taking myself out, at least not without taking some of them with me