I once had marvelous auditive hallucinations playing a pentatonic scale, sounding like an organ but with the sharpness of a clarinet. Going up and down, slightly altering the timing each repitition.

Don’t know how long I listened to it, but I was aware they’re hallucinations. It was so lovely and floaty and dreamy. My breathing and hartbeat all in sync with the music.

Madazalam. I’ve been admitted that stuff twice in a surgical setting. At the time and immediately post-op, I swore I was fine. Looking back: I was not fine.

You have no idea

Morphine is a hell of a drug, even if it is the only thing getting you through cell death before you can get in to surgery. I 100% knew I was too high, but it was better than the alternative.

yes

Sarpa salpa can make you very high. I realized it but didn’t do anything about it.