Hi! I’ve been extremely tired this week and nearly forgot that I was hosting one so I’m writing this last minute! I couldn’t think of anything so I’m going to write about one of my hamsters who is not Biggs; Meredith

Meredith was another hamster of mine from a few years ago during the early days of COVID, and she was the absolute sweetest little creature I had ever met. Very friendly, very gentle. She loved exploring anywhere I put her into and never bit me okay she did once ever. She was an absolute sweetheart and bundle of love and was with me during some of the rougher parts of my life

She unfortunately died very suddenly out of the blue one day at a terribly young age showing no symptoms of anything wrong with her prior, which breaks my heart to this very day

I never had her as long as any other hamster of mine but I don’t think I had any other hamster touch my heart in quite the same way. I miss you, girl


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    Sorry I hate doing this at the start of a new mega but it hurts bad right now and none of my other ideas are great either

    hopeless, suicide thoughts

    I am so sick of this shit. Life is horrible and I’ve known that for a while. I feel like I’m suffocating. I know what all my options are and they’re all shit. I hope I die. I don’t want to do this again tomorrow, I don’t want to do this for however many fucking years I have left. Existing sucks and I’m done. “Oh such and such is just how things are” well I fucking hate it and want to put a bullet in my brain. I can’t cope with how it is. Why the fuck did I have to be born.