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  • theresa (she/her)@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    Very, very good! I received news that bottom surgery will be in three weeks, what the hell? Someone canceled and they basically told me “we have this one spot in three weeks or else you’d be in July” so I obviously went with “in three weeks”. This means I’ll spend Christmas and New Year’s Eve in a hospital at the other end of the country, but I’m not that bothered about it. Christmas with family is a hassle anyways since transition and I hate New Year’s Eve. I already have some friends who want to come visit me during the hospital stay and I’m currently very busy with life admin to try and not have any missed appointments in the recovery period! Life has turned around completely in these last few weeks and I couldn’t be happier about it. I’m in absolute bliss and so, so relaxed. Though there is that nagging feeling that something will go wrong last minute and I can’t have surgery. But realistically, there’s nothing that could go wrong. I’ll take extreme care of not catching a cold before, my train is booked for a day early, the date is set.