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  • backwardsbae@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    1 month ago

    I’m a little blah today honestly. Sitting in the train station waiting to head to my second post-op appt from FFS. Happy with the results but idk. Something has just been bothering me lately and I can’t put my finger on it. I’ve been out of work for two weeks now, one more to go, and I don’t feel rested at all. I also don’t feel like resting. I’m so bored lately.

    I still gotta shop for myself, cook for myself, clean up after myself, etc. It’s just me so I don’t really have a support network for day to day tasks.

    I can’t feel the majority of my forehead and scalp. I’ve definitely bumped my head a few times and only realized from the sound/slight balance shift. I don’t like not feeling anything.

    It’ll get better. I just wish I was recovered and had someone for emotional support as well as my day to day stuff right now. Couch cuddles and Chinese food, you know? Bad TV with no worries.