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I definitely felt like that for the beginning of my learning, but nowadays I just feel confused by every kind of media and discussion around me being painted in lib views, to the point of experiencing paranoia / delusion. Glad that those times are behind me, but now I tend to devolve into blood boiling anger if I’m by myself, but try to remind me to ask others questions about their understanding, instead of devolving into debate culture. lol

Merz’s Government is easily the most confusing and disgusting in rhetoric and action. It’s comparable to the trump admin openly expressing the imperial nature of the USA, but without much public support or ideological coherence. I like to think about the so called grand coalition as the non-maga branch of the republican party in terms of policy, even though you could call the traitors of SPD functionally brain-dead, even from a liberal perspective.

I wouldnt’ve predicted this government to be this bad, since all I knew was Merkel. Seems like the cope is running out.

Not only that, but I always notice how peers of mine dont even know how to respond anymore without some unconcious level of sarcasm / cynicism; covering the numbness we experience in social settings. When we break out of it, and begin to feel, most of us are stunned and at a loss of words.

I hope that I’m just too young, and we begin to have some level of social cohesion, instead of hopping between asthetics we would like to call ours. I think, as a generation, we have become too uncertain to have our own perception, instead prefering to live in the hyperreal.

(I don’t want to say this from a doomer perspective, but more as my confused two cents from the main european vassal state.)

I recently got seriously ill with multiple symptoms, but nobody wanted to take a look. 2min ‘counseling’ is the best you get if you’re younger than 50, regardless of symptoms. Instantly got prescribed placebo medication and antibiotics that didn’t help. After staying home for 3 months, getting back into routine was actually scary. Glad I kinda saved for such cases. But hey, don’t even dare to bring up your own research, since the ‘experts’ might get hurt they have to do something.

For the past 5 years, the acceleration of climate change here in west germany has become too obvious to ignore.

I’m not old enough to remember ever seeing much snow laying around, but I do know that having up to 25 degrees in april isn’t something that was supposed to be.

Also, what about the greenery in our cities? I fear we would have to replace every tree and plant manually, to not live with permanent dead wood around us.