Your conflicted feeling show that you started a new relationship before you were emotionally ready to, the best thing you can do is leave her alone 100% no romantic overtones at all. Until you get your head clear. It may take you months on months for that to happen,

Otherwise you are about to damage someone. Sometimes the best thing you can do for someone is to not be there.

So far this isn’t anything like that period in German history. Poland has been doing more than its share for Europe defense . I am glad to see Germany making so many moves to join them in taking Europe’s security seriously.

Americans are more likely to invade Europe than help them in a conflict .

Finally Europe wakes up.