so who is playin deltarune? i finished it through chapter 4 and now i’m gonna get both types of run in the can so i can pretend i’m not back to waiting a year for the next part. how bout those new secret bosses? how bout that damn

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roaring knight?

it’s nice to have parts of this game be as hard as sands undertale.

also, susie is my favorite, she’s precious, everyone drop your favorite susie moments in the comments

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  • sodium_nitride [she/her, any]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    20 days ago

    I can’t feel anything. I finished the last assignment of my degree 10 minutes ago (that fucking paper who deadline got delayed to tomorrow midnight). There’s no emotions going in my head besides a general sense of dread and unease. I hate the fact that work/studying is the main thing going on in my life. I hate the fact that I actually like this field because that means I easily threw away all my hobbies to focus on this one thing for my final year.

    NSFW/dysphoria

    Even worse is that to “relax” afterwards, I loaded up some erotica, only to find that HRT has killed my libido. And even when I do get some occasional “spark”, I still can’t get myself off in a “feminine” way, leading me to be frustrated and worsening my dysphoria. I also feel like I won’t find any romantic partners with a body like this. I have a crush on a boy who is 100% not gay and I don’t even remotely pass as a girl.

    My only strategy for dealing with feelings like these is to laugh it off or make jokes about them, or even berate myself for disrespecting myself. Usually works … but not at midnight. Midnight sodium_nitride is a major doomer. A real b**ch.