will we ever know if it is special or not? it is just a matter of time, but of how much time?

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yea this one is a bit of a lazy post, sorry… i felt like making something like this and then ended up not being all that motivated to make it look nice sooo now here we are.

living with uncertainly is difficult. like gosh, what’s gonna happen, you know? these uncertainties can distract from much larger problems which can actually be solved right now.

it’s waiting time for a bit longer. at some point these daily posts are gonna have to end but gosh, how long do they have to go on for? will certainty make me stop? comes down to it…

it may end up making me dip into another stormpost phase but it feels wrong to put my feelings onto White and Lilac. they don’t deserve it, they have done nothing wrong. in fact: i think they are doing everything right.

not sure where i’m going with this. and actually, you know what? i will do something terrible now! >o< AAAAAA oh no what terrible things?

there is essentially only that many scenarios here

  • either y’all will get super crazy exciting warm posts for a few days and then imma stop doing daily posts and post irregularly again (oh nooooo it’s not like i already post super irregularly)
  • or imma make terribly sad posts for some days and then probably go back to whatever i’m doing, just a bit less hopeful

so now you are living with me in the uncertainty!
i’m so cruel, i know.

i wish you a wonderful day full of heartwarming certainty ~