Made this one somewhat last minute, but here goes- my reccomendations for this week are a yuri “mystery” VN that’s near and dear to my heart (that goes into processing grief) though it’s been a while since I last played it, and a cute and sloppy (not bad sloppy) manga about crossdressing (and if you ask me is honestly at least kinda genderfuckery).

I figured I’d also add BonnieBugsy’s “Ranma Lazuli” fanfic series (available on Ao3) to make it a triple feature because why the hell not. The two fics I can recommend (not having completed the other large fic yet though I’m sure it would deserve equal recommendation) are pretty near and dear to me as well.

CONTENT WARNINGS

SeaBed: processing grief Handsome Girl and Crossdressing Boy: some chapters, particularly the extras, can be particularly suggestive/R18+ Ranma Lazuli: for the two fanfics specifically I’m discussing, “Skies of Blue, Red Roses Too” covers dysphoria and abusive family circumstances, with the premise of the titular Ranma escaping these and finding a place where she can be and grow into herself. “I of the Storm,” in contrast, deals with the abusive and unhealthy dynamics of that “place where nothing ever gets better” from the perspective of someone still living within it- Akane- who herself, also has to deal with her anger and the consequences of (being a victim, but also perpetrator of) abuse, apathy, and past mistakes, while moving past that environment herself.

Premise and things I liked about (SeaBed)

Sachiko and Takako were childhood friends and lovers, but unknown circumstances tore them apart. Now they have to piece together the puzzle, as Sachiko keeps hallucinating about Takako, and Takako deals with memory issues of her own.

Personally, Seabed can come across as a bit of a slog (but in a good way- and in a way appropriate to the themes of grief, of mental processing and memory issues, etc). And it can be very heavy. I played it during a time when I was dealing with grief among other things myself and I loved it- I intend to play it again someday (ideally soon), but needless to say it won’t be for everyone.

Premise and things I liked about (Handsome Girl and Crossdressing Boy)

Admittedly, this is just comfy, queer (IMO), somewhat suggestive (YMMV, if it were just up to me I’d not even consider it NSFW but it’s definitely toeing a line and considering cultural and even circumstantial differences of different online spaces- well yea) and sappy light-hearted romance. Iori is a crossdressing boy(? very eggy if you ask me), and Hazuki is a handsome girl. Needless to say gender is a fuck.

The extra chapters (generally noticeable as something like “chapter 23.5” instead of being an outright “chapter 23” for instance) can be even moreso questionably/maybe “NSFW/18+” (though if you ask me that’s all “western puritanism and backwardness/regressiveness” which they then infected many other parts of the world with)

Premise and things I liked about (BonnieBugsy's 'Ranma Lazuli' fanfic series)

The two “Ranma Lazuli” fics I can recommend (the others I either haven’t read yet or are very short) are both what I would describe as “coming of age/graduation(?)” plots, wherein Ranma moves from her abusive, overwhelming, demanding upbringing to the welcoming and progressive Beach City from Steven Universe (no knowledge of either series is necessary IMO to enjoy these fics, that said) and is finally able to develop within such a healthier environment, and Akane comes to terms with and breaks free of the fallout and that unhealthy environment in her own way, in her own separate life.

Both fics, I feel, correlate with my own defining experiences on many levels- whether it be Ranma’s growth and the liberating feeling of finding a positive, comfy space and escaping the small, shitty, abusive world she was raised in prior, or in Akane’s own growth and rejection of that same small world, as well as the permanence of one’s actions having come from and having been a part of what made that world so small and unhealthy to begin with, and growing past that and coming to terms with it.


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    Had lunch with my father for the first time in a few months. Normally I’m fine with it, but for some reason today I’ve just been completely crashed out ever since getting back home. I was kinda tense the whole time expecting him to comment on my haircut since he and mother would always insult my long hair and insist on how it should be shorter. But he just, didn’t. Even though my hair is quite a bit shorter now. I wasn’t expecting it to be positive since they used to complain about my hair when it was this length too, but I was expecting something. So I still feel tense, like he definitely thought something, but I don’t know.

    But it also feels so dumb that this of all things made me crash. Like this is such a small thing, it was a 30 minute lunch, the conversation was nice, I was glad to see him since despite everything I do still care for him. Hell it was the first time I spoke with someone in-person outside of a work context in over a month. It should have been okay. But instead of being able to just feel okay about it I’ve been exhausted and tense about some bullshit that I definitely know the answer to already all day. It just feels discouraging. But discouraging also feels like too strong a word for something so tiny. I should be better than this. I should be past this by now. So why…

    I have been able to feel a bit better at least, I put on one of my dresses and it has really helped, as usual. Just wearing something that makes me happy for a bit even if I’m just lying in bed barely able to do anything. Was browsing dresses earlier too, though that ended out making me feel a little worse when I found one that is perfect for me but too far out of my current budget… But there’ll be other dresses. I might wear my first one tomorrow, it usually helps me feel better. Assuming I have time after all the chores I put off today, at least