I’m amused by all the people here who don’t realize I’m a woman. I even made a new account in a new instance with a new username that is undeniably female. I thought surely people would finally stop calling me “dude” and “bro” and talking about my non-existent balls 🤣

🤣 You’re not wrong.

Oh I have all those toys. And believe me that might be part of the problem. No man has ever satisfied me like those toys do. But I’m tired of wasting my energy on robots. I want the love & oxytocin & presence of a human.

You’re doubting that I’m a woman? 🤣 Ok you keep enjoying your mental gymnastics. Whatever entertains you 🤷🏼‍♀️

purposefully staying aroused and denying an orgasm to heighten sexual tension and pleasure

Honestly I think I’m in this camp! I have a strong feeling the best is yet to come and it’s not too far in the future, I look stunning in a bikini and I just bought three sparkly new ones and I live at the beach and so many beautiful people around here ✨

My apologizing for not understanding that it’s a cult. All I know is what it means to me is “making a personal decision to refrain from masturbation because I feel energetically stronger when I save that energy for [whatever/whoever].”

Uh-oh. I guess this means I should show up to the polls next time. And vote for the less-bad candidate.

But I hate it. I HATE ALL OF IT.

You get it!

being desperate for “relief” somehow makes men more attractive to women, hormonally

It’s true!

Yeah it would basically be an anti addiction approach for me. Addiction runs in my family and we get addicted to everything remotely pleasurable. So I’ve spent my whole life saying no to alcohol & drugs & cigarettes, and since I cant find a suitable companion I have to say no to orgasms too 🤷🏼‍♀️ For me it feels empowering.

It’s my own subjective experience. Masturbating is effortless immediate gratification that turns me into a reclusive hermit.

But every time I abstain for a month or so, I become a real person who participates in life & wants to connect with people. *

The difference is undeniable.

I’m not telling you what to do and I’m not telling anyone else in the world what I think they should do. I’m telling you my own subjective experience and my own choice.

*Yesterday I had enough courage to approach a super hot guy doing pushups on the beach 🥰 I had seen him there before doing yoga in the same place a couple weeks earlier & fell instantly in love because I’m a yoga girl too so when I saw him again yesterday my inner fires were finally burning at normal level, no shyness or low self-esteem yesterday for a change 😄 We chit-chatted, he likes me 💕

Yeah but every time I cum alone, it reinforces the alone-ness. I’m sick of self-perpetuating loneliness. Going out into the world with hunger & ambition & angst feels empowering right now.

Without sexual release we’re a bit voracious & on edge but also at peak creativity & ambition; driving us to go out in the world and get shit done. Invent things. Create things. Meet new people with no ulterior motives, already living a wholesome life, and that’s how we can meet people the real way without our hands constantly down our own pants.

It’s French. It means “What is this?”

Better run run run run run AWAYYYYY

I’m a woman.

Edit: aww he deleted his comment 🤣

He said: “Stop being a pussy. Man up and castrate yourself.”

Which would have been scathing if I was actually a man. But it lands hilariously because am woman 🤣

I’m a woman.

Well I’m a woman and I’ve talked to some men too who agree that when we masturbate it tends to make us turn socially inward & diminishes our drive to reach out to other people.

Whereas sexual frustration compels us to go out into the world with a sense of hunger & ambition, seeking social interaction & activities.

It’s the lifestyle I’ve chosen because after years of suffering all aspects of this mortal hell we call life, I’d rather feel paragraph 2 than paragraph 1.

When I’m alone I eat salads with my bare hands if there’s no dressing on it. But when I’m in proper company with people I have to socially adapt and I’m required to use utensils.

Aah yes chocolate is a lovely reward for not stabbing anyone.

I don’t drink coffee. What alternative rewards are available to me for being kinda awake & reading words & not stabbing anyone?