I’ve had a life of endless suffering due to many things. When people tell me it’s all part of our loving God’s plan for me, I almost lose mind. If God exists, he isn’t loving. Inflicting such awful things on your children isn’t love. It’s abuse.
Why is the sink outside?
Why is there a big truck in the background?
Why are there so many pipes?
I’m an atheist, but i pray this happens I’m so sick of AI.
Least unhinged thing I do: request that people I know harass the fuck outta me to do chores. I’ll regularly have a friend remind me to go a chore after a half hour of gaming and I’ll begrudgingly go do the chore so I can go back to gaming.
Most unhinged: turn on angry music and think of people I hate to get energized and wound up by rage. Sometimes I’ll scream too. I have a playlist called Grrr that’s just all of my angry music but I’ll often fixate on one song.
I’ve been isolating a bit when it gets overwhelming to avoid that
Tysm chicken. The derealization episode I’ve been going through is a lot more manageable today than it has been.
Oh heck, what a coincidence, he was carrying me through some Elden Ring bosses then
Honestly wish I could accept the feeling. I’ve only felt like this a few times and each time it has been absolutely terrifying. Hoping my work with my therapist tonight helps make the feeling less awful. She said that trying to get rid of the feeling isn’t going to be a thing I can do, so all I can do is remind myself that I am safe even when my perception of things is out of my control
Guess some finally out-pizza’d the Hut
Aliens learn to shitpost when they start going through what humanity left behind.
Man may be temporary, but shitposts are eternal
I’m sorry you haven’t found a good therapist. It took me ages to find one. I hope you can find a good one some day
Hey now, ivermectin has an apple flavored version that is apparently very tasty (according to my horse)
Thank you! I’m so glad people enjoy her!
Right? It’s been a rollercoaster this whole time. She has exceeded everyone’s expectations and it’s so gratifying to see.
It also still feels unreal that she’s 100% mine now. It really hasn’t hit me yet. I’m afraid I’ll wake up and this will have all been a dream or some shit.
I still can’t believe those were actually his last words. Sounds like something straight from fiction.