Was really great for the most part until last night. Went to see project hail Mary, which was amazing, highly recommend. After leaving the theater, family shit came up and made me disassociatedly depressed. Had to choke down dinner. Feeling somewhat better today, but I’m not looking forward to the coming week. Except therapy on Tuesday, that can not come soon enough.
Hope everyone else is doing well!
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Wonderful! That really helps alot!
Interesting, I never considered Duluth and buy all my work pants from them. I’ll have to take a look
Will do, thank you!!!
Thank you!!! This is exactly what I was looking for! Hopefully they keep coming out with more patterns
Your hips aren’t what’s standing in your way, you are. Now go out and get you some new clothes! Do a makeover montage! Share cute selfies if your comfortable!
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Congrats! Therapy is so great once you get used to it. I feel lucky that I’ve been in therapy on and off my whole life and always encouraged to talk out my feelings at home. I have an appointment next week and will be talking about this part of my life for the first time. I even sent him a link to my realization posts on Transfem.
That coat is super cute and it comes in purple?!?!?! Gotta have it! How dare you feed my shopping addiction lol. Honestly I’ve been having so much fun femme shopping.
Hope you have a wonderful day and a good session with your therapist!
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So happy for you! Having them and wearing them is one thing, going out in public is a whole nother level! Props to you girl!
Well at least you have an idea of what the problem is and hopefully it gets better. I should have my cage in the next week or so and if you are curious feel free to reach out. I’d be more than willing to share my experience. Not matter what you be you girly!
Yea I’m not great at it, that’s why I use vortex. It tells me if I’m missing mods or if mods clash. Bethesda is definitely a buggy company in general. Really wish they weren’t
Yea that may contribute, I started with 3 so I never noticed a difference between 3, NV, and 4. Do you play on PC? If you do, I bet there’s an auto save mod. I use Nexus mods Vortex mod loader. I’m currently addicted to Starfield so I know how hard it is to jump out of the current binge. Have fun regardless, that’s the important part!
Developed by Obsidian, owned by Bethesda, but yea really more Obsidian’s baby so my bad.
Have you considered a chastity cage? It would would keep you from having an erection and diminish the overall size of the bulge. I’m getting one to look/feel more feminine in my panties and skirts. This is what I’m getting:
https://lockthecock.com/products/pink-plastic-cock-cage-1
I don’t like that it says sissy on it so I plan on filing that off. Don’t know how normal this is but it sounds like it might be a good option for you.
The feminine chastity lemmy group is like 90% porn but there are some post about chastity progress and advice. It’s pretty inactive but you might get lucky:
https://lemmynsfw.com/c/sissychastity
I generally only masturbate as a form of bodily maintenance, it’s a good stress reliever and helps boost your immune system. It might help you to think of it this way, disconnect the sexual nature of the act.
I hope any of this helps. I don’t like to hear you are in so much pain, and want nothing more than for you to feel good about you no matter what. Deep breaths and remember, it’s a beautiful day as long as you want it to be!
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I highly recommend giving it another shot, the opening is a bit slow and there is a lllloooooottttt of mindless running through the desert but there are fun things peppered everywhere. Never follow the main road, if you see something in the distance go there, search for the sunset sasparilla star bottle caps, DO NOT ENTER THE QUARRY UNTIL YOU ARE AT LEAST LEVEL 10!!!
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Easily my favorite Bethesda game. Fallout 4 has prettier dresses though :(
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Hi Azura! And welcome! I’m so happy you decided to join us! I’m pretty new here myself, but let me tell you everyone is amazing. They have been nothing but caring and supportive of me and it has really helped me. I’m still a big ol’ ball of worry and self doubt, but coming here everyday really sooths my soul.I look forward to walking this path with you and everyone else here, holding hands along the way!
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So happy for you! Public transit is so important and needs to be made much more accessible for all. I hope everything goes swimmingly for you on this leg of your journey! We are all here for you.
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Looking super cute! Love the kitty top!
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Amen sister, that is too true!
And yes an all transfem cheerleader team would go soooo hard!
Oh I’ve been in therapy my whole life, I’ve had regular monthly session with my current therapist since like 2016? I consider myself very lucky, I originally started seeing him for depression and anxiety problems but I remember him also specializing in LGBTQ+ issues.
If you need therapy just start calling people, you’d be surprised how quick you can set something up if you call everyone. Just remember to cancel any appointments you make if you find something sooner or who fits better