

Everyone needs a driving force. It’s what smooths out the little problems and keeps you going
It sounds like you lack hope in the future. I think that’s pretty understandable right now, it’s in short supply
People also sometimes to say to believe in god. I am not against that but I do not get god. How can I get anything anyway that is outside my own comprehension. Outside the laws of the universe, my brain cant visualize it. And I do not think the man in a sky god can be real.
If you want to develop spiritually, start looking inside yourself. Learn to meditate, learn to focus on your body and study your mind as it works. And most of all, look for contentment in the present. Connect to the world around you, and the universe inside you
If you don’t find God, at least you can find yourself
And as for hope in the future… Things are going to get worse for humanity in general. Then they’ll start to get better.
This too will pass… Things are going to change, they are already beginning to change. You can be a part of that change if you’re inclined
For now, find things you want to do, and savor them as much as you can. It doesn’t have to have meaning. You don’t have to justify it to anyone.
If you want to stare at clouds, stare at clouds. If you want to make music, make music. Whatever keeps you going, find a way to make it happen










Oxygen, nutrients, waste products… If you’re small enough, diffusion is enough to spread everything throughout the organism