To prefix this, I’d like to say that I don’t consider these nudes. I mean sure, they are pictures of my nude body, but I don’t consider them sexual. I just want to get other people’s opinions on this.

Pics here

So, there’s something truly strange about the shape of my body. Like, I have ridiculously broad shoulders, very bad posture and also (IMO) a really masculine face, but I also have…hips? I guess??

It’s like, during the development of my upper body, nature was like:
“Boy? Boy. Yess, boy. Big shoulders. Angular face.”
And then for my lower body, it was like:
“Wait a minute…she might come to accept herself as a girl someday…screw it. Girl it is.”
That’s like literally what happened 😭

My body isn’t feminine. Well, my breasts might be 😂. But the general shape I’d say is kinda androgynous. Like I have a decently slim waist, combined with my semi-hips makes a really interesting illusion. The illusion of a feminine silhouette. Sadly it’s just a good angle and arching my back really hard, lol.

In any case, my boyfriend has a pretty good view, I’d say 🤣

I guess I’m not upset. Sure, it could’ve been a lot better and more feminine, but also…I feel like it could’ve been a lot worse. Like, I could’ve been a literal brick.
Am I crazy? Does this come across as arrogant? I’m really sorry, I’ve just been wondering about this since pre-HRT times. Now I have a platform where I actually feel safe talking about stuff like this…

So umm. Feel free to comment, criticize, roast or anything else. And…thank you, I guess? I really don’t know what I’m expecting out of this. I guess I’ll see.

  • AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
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    2 days ago

    My ribcage definitely is more visible than it should be. I should probably eat more.

    I feel like the waist might fill a bit to round the transition to the hips

    I agree, I just don’t feel very positively about gaining weight right now. I at least seem to have great genetics regarding fat distribution, but I’m scared the fat will just go to the old places. I feel I haven’t been on HRT long enough yet.

    I can’t see your front and holding up your arms may have made things look different

    It’s not nearly as obvious from the front, which makes me question my own shape sometime 😂.
    I’m just so weird all over. There’s nothing normal about my body 😭
    I think arm placement definitely has an effect as well.

    Look pretty ideal IMHO

    Omg, thank you 🥺
    I still feel kinda guilty, because these are just two pictures plus I’m kinda posing (back arched) and also the angle makes a difference. I don’t think I have an hourglass figure in day-to-day life.
    However, sometimes when I’m walking around home naked, I’ll see my own shadow, and I can only describe it as an hourglass…so I’m really confused.

    None of that probably made any sense lol. Thank you for the kind words ❤️

    And also yeah, barrel chest sucks 😢. I’m really sorry