I know this doesn’t apply to everyone…but god fucking damn it PLEASE

Don’t tell me you want me against the wall. Make me take it against the wall.
I need you to be as rough as you possibly can with me, as rough as your boundaries allow you to be.
Use your big, manly hands, not your words. I’ll probably listen to you, but nothing makes me feel better than being put in my place. Nothing quite comes close to feeling used 🩷

God this prog is gonna kill me one day 😭
Death by nosebleed fr

  • Lily@lemmy.zipEnglish
    213·
    2 天前

    I like the fantasy. Sadly being touched by a man is often (and I don’t mean all) not something I want. I know sadly the type of person who does that often are not very much into consent and aftercare needed too. I get the fantasy. I like it too :3

    • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      111·
      2 天前

      Oh girlie, I get that 🫂
      I’m ashamed for this, but I used to not understand why some people were afraid of or downright hated (not all) men. Well…not anymore. It’s completely valid and I get it.
      I hope you find (or already have) someone loving, caring and someone who includes plenty of aftercare! 🩷

    • luciole (he/him)@beehaw.orgEnglish
      5·
      2 天前

      It’s hard finding a caring dominant man. You have to be really careful and take your time knowing them first and not ignore red flags no matter what. I’ve had amazing luck with a couple of guys considering themselves service tops. Shared pleasure and real time consent 💜 They are out there

  • Jo4ted@lemmy.zipEnglish
    4·
    2 天前

    Yesss 🫠 I’m their good girl :3 they can do what feels good bc I’m in nirvana regardless 🤤

    • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      5·
      2 天前

      Ngl, this is exactly how I feel sometimes, lol
      “Just do whatever, I’ll feel good anyway”

      It’s kinda why I’m so interested in getting gangbanged. Cause it’s like that…but with way more people 👀
      Don’t know if I coud actually handle more than one man at once, but oh well…guess I gotta try 🤭

      • n0xy (it/its)@lemmy.dbzer0.comEnglish
        2·
        19 小时前

        Well, I think it’s one after another.

        The worst I’ve read so far was somebody who wanted to get fucked blindfolded and bound in their own flat by a stranger. And basically just getting used I guess. (It sounds hot, though)

      • Jo4ted@lemmy.zipEnglish
        2·
        2 天前

        Mmm idk if I could do that, but…

        Can’t knock it until you try it, right?

    • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      16·
      2 天前

      Prog is fucking ZPaKoaakwmzlPpfdo

      I was like “Oh no, it’s doing nothing, it isn’t working and it’s so inconvenient to have to shove it up my butt every night!” for a while and then they upped my dosage…I went from that to daydreaming about getting gangbanged in a public restroom EVERY DAY, lol
      Is good stuff :3

      But ofc, YMMV

        • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
          10·
          2 天前

          Bruh who tf doesn’t want tits? 😭 /s
          (please don’t take that seriously, I see and respect you)

          In all honesty…there are ways to take HRT without growing breasts. The first that comes to mind is a mastectomy. The second would be SERMs. No, starving yourself isn’t an option.

          This is your body, your life and completely your choice, I’m just saying…there are people who want all of HRT except the boobs. I’m pretty sure there are options

          • 𝕲𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍🔻𝕯𝖃 (he/him)@lemmy.worldEnglish
            7·
            2 天前

            ruh who tf doesn’t want tits? 😭

            This got a genuine laugh out of me. Thanks for making my morning a little brighter.

            I mean, I wouldn’t mind having tits, but I’m not dysphoric without them. I’m comfortable being a guy, I just want to be adorable and squishable and horny and submissive for my bf and get rid of all this fucking hair.

            A bigger issue for me would be the uncomfortable conversations I’d have to deal with, and the blatantly transphobic people I work with.

            • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
              7·
              2 天前

              Glad I made you laugh 😆

              Okay, listen, don’t mind the tits, those seem secondary right now. Both being squishy and being horny (as you’ve seen :3) are both things HRT just does. Being comfortable as a guy is irrelevant, there are femboys who take HRT. And body hair, omfg it grows so much slower and thinner and lighter now, HRT is a godsend.

              And about the people…let me let you in on something. I’m 8 months on HRT. Nobody suspects shit. I’m out to everyone, they know…but people on the street, all around me? They have no idea. I’m just a dude to them. The effects of estrogen (aside from boobs) are NOT obvious to outside observers.

              I’m just saying, there are zero “identity requirements” for HRT. You can be a guy on HRT. And also, people won’t suddenly just know. They probably won’t know unless you tell them, like ever. YMMV ofc

              There are ways. You could genuinely benefit from HRT, as a totally cis femboy. But that’s your call to make.
              I have Lemmy or Matrix, if you wanna talk about this specific subject. Anytime 💜

              Also crying is just OP :3

            • djsoren19@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
              3·
              2 天前

              fuuuuuck I feel the hair comment. I’ve been doing laser for nearly a year now, and while my underarms have fully taken to it and are basically just smooth now, my facial hair really has not. I still have a moustache shadow just after shaving, and my jawline still has these random patches of hair T.T not to mention, I’ll need to save up for another several months before I can even think about doing my legs >.<

              I wish there was just like a pill I could take that would remove all of my hair. I’ll wear wigs, that’s fine!