I’m doing 5g of mushrooms tomorrow in silent darkness for the first time. I have no idea what to expect as I’ve never done it this way, my last dose was 4.5g and I handled it really well and had a beautiful experience out in nature. Also, planning on vaping some DMT powder in the coming weeks and going on my first major trip for the first time.
It wasn’t so much that it was profound, but that something incredibly odd happened to me.
I had taken lsd but not enough to go full spaceman or anything so I was definitely still sharing the same experience as everyone around me lol I was in a house with 4 other people who were inviting friends of theirs over for a party so this one girl walks in and looked fine, like generic whatever nothing standing out, but something inside me was practically screaming “I fucking hate this person” and sure as shit 20 minutes later she’s walking around the house criticizing everything and making fun of my roommates.
I never lash out at anyone, but this girl pissed me off so much the way she treated everyone that I lost it. Just said basically you’re a fucking guest, just some girl our friend brought over, you don’t like it here get the fuck out! How dare you come in here and treat everyone like this!
It was so wild to just have such an intense feeling about someone before knowing anything at all about them and it being 100% correct.