Today was like the polar opposite of yesterday, istg.
Started out not so great, with very unrestful sleep. I woke up in the morning and I was DEAD. Didn’t even try to get up for another hour. My bf cuddled with me, which was really sweet tho.
After waking up and having breakfast, I did my E shot, as I do every three days. Hurt more than usual today for some reason, but I’ll still get my levels.
And, at around noon, I went to the bathroom. Without getting into it too much, I need lots of preparation for fun times with my bf, because I am, unfortunately, still pre-op 😔. Also I’m a massive clean freak.
Today was not my day. I spent literally 5+ hours in there, fortunately I was successful in the end.
I really needed to clear my head after that. I decided to go for a walk. So, I got dressed, made sure to take care of my hair, put on some nice deodorant and went for a short stroll. Alone, without my bf, and, for the first time, not boymoding.
It was a little late, but not that dark. There were still plenty of people outside. Some passed by me really close. But, for the first time…I felt like I could breathe in public freely? My anxiety was almost completely gone (that might have been because of my terrible habit, kratom, of which I had a teaspoon before leaving).
I felt good about myself for once. Honestly, I really did. People passed me by. Men, women, couples…they didn’t give me any strange looks. They actually didn’t pay me much attention at all. It surprised me in the best way. It was almost like…I was a completely ordinary city girl?
I honestly couldn’t believe it.
And so, because I was having a good time, I took a longer route. Literally for the first time in my life, I didn’t rush anywhere. I wasn’t walking super quickly, out of breath, desperate to get away from all the people. I was walking slowly, with more confidence than usual, calm with every step I took. I let my hips sway freely while walking. I didn’t care what anyone thought. I felt good outside. I was enjoying being in public.
When I got home, I told my bf. He was proud of me: with my anxiety, I barely ever leave the house and I still boymode. He hugged me tight and we started making out. We “celebrated” in our own special way…
NSFW
Okay, listen. Even though this is marked as a spoiler and is clearly titled NSFW, I went places here 😆. Read at your own risk!
He started undoing my jorts while still making out with me. I had to help him a bit 😆
Once those were gone, he gently made me lean face-first against the wall, unrolled my top, revealing my breasts and removed my panties. And then he had me…
Roughly, against the wall, just how I like it (when I’m in the mood for that). It was the perfect reward for me after a day like that. Him, whispering hot, dirty words into my ear and calling me his good girl while thrusting into me from behind…
Halfway through, we decided to change positions. He bent me over on the bed and had his way with me, roughly yet lovingly. We fucked like wild animals.
His hands on my hips, occasionally groping one of my breasts. Feeling him inside, fucking me senseless…I couldn’t even think straight lol. I didn’t even try to keep the moans inside.
God, I love it when he finishes inside of me doggystyle, when he marks me as his. I can feel all of it. It’s so incredibly hot. I love it when he tries his best to get me pregnant. I love him so much ❤️
Then we had dinner together and cuddled some more.
Today really was the opposite of yesterday. It started quite badly, but ended in the best way possible.
It really did feel like I just lived a day in the life of an ordinary city girl. And I absolutely loved it.
Girls, there is hope. There is happiness in life. I didn’t believe it, but I’m slowly starting to. Don’t lose hope and never stop being yourselves. I love you all, keep being your awesome selves 🩷
Yay, good for you!
I didn’t realize it until I started transitioning, but self-expression is so important to good mental health.
I didn’t realize it until I started transitioning, but self-expression is so important to good mental health.
It is! So freaking much! Expressing yourself in a way that isn’t you is actively harmful.
Thank you 💜
Nice Yuri pfp btw 😂
Oh that’s rough, but so sweet and relatable.
Hmmm… Glad you’re taking care of yourself, even though it’s a little rough.
Oh yeah, that’s rough. I can relate to that feeling.
Oh wow, that’s so wonderful! Sounds like things may have been rough before, but that just sounds so lovely.
Oh how sweet! Oh wait, what’s this? Hmmm… Perhaps I’ll give this naughty section a little read…
Oh… Oh my… Oh wow. Now that’s ROUGH! No wait, THAT’S ROUGH! *blush* Ahem. Good show. Well done. *golf clap*
Oh, that’s so sweet! *wiping sweat from brow and shakily drinking water*
I’ll have what she’s having!
Oh how sweet! Oh wait, what’s this? Hmmm… Perhaps I’ll give this naughty section a little read…
You knew what you were getting into 😂. I put that extra warning there for a reason.
Oh… Oh my… Oh wow. Now that’s ROUGH! No wait, THAT’S ROUGH! *blush* Ahem. Good show. Well done. *golf clap*
Rough indeed 🤭
I’ll have what she’s having!
I CANNOT recommend it enough. You really should 😊
Ok.
mrow cute photo awaawawaw :3
Thank you!
Nyaa :3
(I’m not very well-versed in catgirl talk, despite my bf telling me I’m a kitten all the time 😭)
mrowwwwwww :3 meow hehehehhe,
pets the catgirl
You’re a cutie, aren’t you? :3
wawooooAoawowaowaowaowaowaoAowoAWOAWOOAWAWO mppmrpmrpmrpmmprmp kitty needed ittt
Welcome to Lemmy and congratulations on your lovely relationship!
city girl
May I interest you in !prague@feddit.org?
I’ll check it out, thanks!
i’m so confused by the second part. do you think city girls originated in prague? are you like a door-to-door salesperson, but for the city of prague?
Haha, she told me she’s Czech in another comment. And there’s only one city in the Czech Republic (the 3.5x smaller Brno doesn’t get a pass, it needs to build the North-South underground railway first to be considered for promotion from town status − fun fact: this is another reasonable transportation project delayed by Hyperloop speculations (Czech articles); also I like to shit on Brno because my most transphobic relatives live there)
And there’s only one city in the Czech Republic
Ah. Then I guess I’m a village girl?
I mean, I did spend 17 years living a village. That’ll leave an impact 😂I guess I’m not really living in a city then? The city was a lie?
Cause I’m not living in Prague.
No, there is another category between “city” (velkoměsto) and “village” (vesnice): “town” (město). Legally, there’s the categories obec, městys (both are basically villages) and město (town/city), plus some can have different roles (s rozšířenou působností, okresní, krajské, hlavní), not to mention non-self-governing settlements can be named obec areas for road traffic purposes only. The Brno thing is just my opinion: a song by Nightwork considers even Aš to be a velkoměsto despite not making the top 100 with <13k residents and there being multiple bigger ones fitting the syllabic pattern like Hradec (94k), Ústí (91k) or Cheb (33k). Prague would fit too but the city center does not match the song’s vibe (although its local centers like near the metro stations of some minor quarters arguably do).
Realistically, the “is Brno a city?” question splits the Czech population about like this:
- 30% “Yes, Brno is a city.” (This percentage is notably higher in Brno.)
- 30% “No, Brno is a town/village/a curve in the D1 highway with no noteworthy settlements around/actually called Šaliningrad.” (This percentage is notably higher in Prague.)
- 40% “No opinion/Neumím anglicky”
Aha! Town girl it is then.
Meh, I still like it 😆
Edit: Fuck Brno! (my bf is from near Brno). Fuck that place! 😂
Sorry to everyone from Brno
gotcha, your comment makes significantly more sense now with that context :3
I am SO sorry about that part. I don’t know why, but every time I start writing something like that, I can’t help but get really descriptive. I’m sorry everyone 😭
The hormones are working lolIt was very well-written.
No worries
Hell yea. You go, girl!
Fucking. Slay. Girl
So proud of you.
Thanks Cily 💜
I first misread the community as “milf” and the photo still checked out
Hey, how rude! I’m not that old yet 😭
I’ll take that as a compliment tho. Nobody has ever said anything like that to me before 😆
OH man I had something like this happen to me. I had a neighbor who lived upstairs for a couple of years. We’d pass each other occasionally barely noticing each other.
Then one day coming back from a long day in the office I said, ‘Hey’ as if passing a colleague in the office hallway. She responded with a smile and said ‘Hi.’ Uh?!..I thought to myself…I thought she never noticed me. Minutes later heading back out because I forgot to pass by my mailbox, I saw her again heading back to her apartment. I randomly asked if she was, “…about to head out to dinner?” She said she was stood up!
What? How? I asked… She said she was tired of another cancellation. I introduced myself, and she introduced herself… Michelle.
I asked if she wanted to go grab a bite, and she said, ‘sure!’ We really hit it off at dinner. I found out during dinner that she had a strange group of friends trying to play cupid with her, and she was tired of it. Throughout the night she was occasionally flirty…which was very unexpected. As we got back to the complex a crazy thunder storm caught us. I parked the car, and walked around to open the door for her. The ground tiles were slippery as all the residents knew, and as she stepped out, she reached out to grab my hands. It was the first moment I made physical contact with her. I felt her warm hand rush into me like this burning lighting storm over us. As we ran back to the hallways we walked past her door first and she asked if I wanted to come in. ?!?!
Yeah, sure… I respond. We went in her apartment and before she flipped the light switch, I felt an unseen force…grabbed my arms and wrapped them around her back and pulled her damp body against mine. She did not resist. I could feel her damp shirt and breast pressed against my chest as I closed in to kiss her. I could feel her arms slowly coiling around my shoulders and neck like I was equally her prey to be devoured tonight. As I undressed her, I could smell the wet damp rain on her shirt. Then for the first time, I felt her warm dry body against mine….it was intoxicating… As we clung together, I reach down to her butt and picked her up and carried her to the couch. …and like your NSFW…flashes of light crashed through the windows as the thunder cracked exposing her naked body to me. She was absolutely stunning. Her hips and breasts had the most amazing curves I’d ever seen… She was slender, athletic and absolutely stunning. … The next morning, the sun rays blasted through her windows warming our naked paralyzed bodies on the carpet floor. I had never felt so achy, drained, and spent in my entire life. It was soooo nice. I will remember that night forever.AMM, if you’re out there reading this…I miss you.
Omg this is really well written! Thanks so much for sharing
I’m so glad you got to have this experience, it sounds extremely nice! Your neighbor sounds like a great person! And she has a pretty name too 😆
I’m honestly a bit jealous. I’ve never had that happen to me, where I meet a man irl and then hit it off with him (and let him hit). I’m in a relationship and I kinda long for that experience, but it’s out of reach with my current anatomy, but that’s TMI.
Hoping I get to experience something similar in the future, because this sounds hot, steamy, romantic and all of the things I like. I hope 20 isn’t too late.
AMM, if you’re out there reading this…I miss you.
🥹
This part is making me cry, not even joking. I hope you two beautiful souls find your ways together one day. It seems to me that you’re the right peple for each other.Holy crap, thank you so much for sharing that with me. That’s genuinely amazing! Happy for both of you! Wishing you the best, hope you meet her again soon ❤️
Unironically, yasssss.
oh my
