It’s okay to cut all ties with anyone.

Hit the gym, you’ll discover a good hobby earlier.

Though knowing myself and my past. There isn’t anything i could say that would have any effect. Younger me wouldn’t believe, listen or trust anything i would say.

The hand you were dealt was bullshit

None of this is normal, and there’s nothing wrong with you.

The reason you don’t know what you want is because you already have everything you need.

Do not listen to anybody’s career advice on anything.

Just keep drawing.

Probably that all the things I felt were in fact not normal and there’s no shame in trying therapy or asking for accommodations.

Definitely would have been good for my academic career.

Not that things turned out bad for me, I followed my heart and it led to a good place. But I lost a few years and relationships to anxiety and depression that I could have fully lived.

It’a never as urgent and stressfull as your brain tells you. Relax! And do some stupid shit instead of learning all the time.

It’s okay if you kill him. Everyone will understand and forgive you because of what he is doing. and You’re right. You’re a girl, kid.

Estrogen will make it so you don’t want to kill yourself and actually enjoy life.

I’d tell myself to prioritize my hobbies over partying. Be serious about the music and join a band. Move to a bigger city.

It’s going to get a lot worse, but then it gets better for a while.

The circumstances of one’s birth are irrelevant; it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are.

It’s OK to feel like a woman born in the wrong body. Please talk to people about it, they can help.

You’re not inherently bad, you were just raised Catholic and your autism hasn’t been diagnosed. You don’t display your feelings the same as others and you’ve had guilt about everything shoved down your throat to the point that you’ve internalized it.

Also, raise your dating standards. Someday you’ll marry someone who loves you so much, they’re happy to make you potatoes every day. Stop wasting time with people who don’t even like you. It’s contagious.

Also, don’t worry about your career. It’s such a twisting path, there’s nothing to prepare for in that sense. Maybe learn a little bit more about history and geography though.