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    • “Maladaptive Daydreaming”
    • I have an issue with being remembered in person (at least that’s what my therapist said). I will go to different chains of the same store on rotation, or stop going to a store all together if they remember me “too much.” I’ll wait until shift changes or that it’s been long enough that they’ve forgotten about me. I’ve stopped going to certain places all together if there’s no alternatives. Outside of lemmy, I have no social media. I don’t want anyone to ever be able to look me up. Apparently people don’t do that.
    • Using different cutlery based off of meal size/how long you want to savor something (ex: You like ice cream, so you may eat it with a smaller spoon so it lasts longer.).
    • Wondering what people were thinking/picturing when they bought their clothes (not in a “wow, that’s ugly, what were they thinking” but what they saw themselves as. Did they see this suit and think of themselves as a ceo? Did she buy thay dress and imagine the places she’ll wear it? That sort of thing).
    • Having multiple paths to one place. I could get to my classes or office multiple ways. I would rotate, take these stairs one day, this elevator the next, etc.
    • I believed everyone had some kind of food that would give them the boo-boos. I’m actually just lactose intolerant.
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      Outside of lemmy, I have no social media. I don’t want anyone to ever be able to look me up. Apparently people don’t do that.

      i’m similar, for me it’s less about recognition, more so about privacy. I’m fairly schizo, so i’m pre-disposed to a lot of weird behaviors regarding that. Just a weird quirk of my neurology i guess.

      Using different cutlery based off of meal size/how long you want to savor something (ex: You like ice cream, so you may eat it with a smaller spoon so it lasts longer.).

      i dont think this is that weird? They make cutlery in various sizes, there has to be a reason.

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      I do something similar to the clothing thing but with buildings. Like if I see an old run down store I think about if that was someone’s dream to run and it just didn’t work, or they retired and it fell apart. I develop weird empathy for buildings doing this 😅

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        I used to feel bad every time I saw a newly-opened small business that had closed.

        It’s still sad sometimes. However, ever since I worked in a few small businesses, I got to see just how batshit some small business owners are.

        Now when I look at a “new” small business that just closed, I can’t help but suspect that a power-tripping owner probably fucked it all up through their own arrogance.

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        I dream about buildings and city scapes. Everything that happens in the dream can be detailed, but the focus is on the architecture.

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        I get the building thing in rural Australia gold rush towns where there’ll be some amazing stone building that was probably a bank or similar place of business but has since become a cafe or junk shop.

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      Using different cutlery based off of meal size/how long you want to savor something (ex: You like ice cream, so you may eat it with a smaller spoon so it lasts longer.).

      I don’t do this all the time, but definitely with desserts and sweets. Both from the perspective of being able to savor it longer, and also for portion control.

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      I think point three is pretty “normal”. A lot of People eat cake, pudding and ice cream with smaller cutlery.

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      I have that issue #2 at least when it comes to going to stores and restaurants. As soon as the staff recognizes me I never want to go again for some reason.

      I have massive social anxiety that’s probably the main part of it.

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          It’s not that bad for me, but fear of being perceived, fear of being know… It’s all a giant mess

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            For me at least I think has is something like:

            If I’m odd and they don’t know me I’m just an odd customer. But if I’m odd and a regular than I’m an odd person they are thinking about a lot and that makes me nervous like I might mess up.

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              Exactly this with me too. If they know me I have to hold myself to different standards and more small talk and stuff like that.

              I have been trying to force myself to go to the same places but I usually fail. The only thing that works for me is going with someone else.

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              Honestly I prefer to be perceived as a little weird, because then you can be… A little weird without worrying about it.

              There isn’t really a what to what I’m afraid of. I’m not sure if it’s better or worse this way

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      I’m with you on everyone of these, except the last one (but I know a ton who are lactose intolerant). Now you got me thinking, are these things not normal or are we the actual normal ones.

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        That’s actually kind of comforting. Even if we aren’t normal, we’re not normal as a unit. 🫱🏽‍🫲🏻

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        Maladaptive daydreaming, also called excessive daydreaming, is when an individual experiences excessive daydreaming that interferes with daily life. It is a proposed diagnosis of a disordered form of dissociative absorption, associated with excessive fantasy that is not recognized by any major medical or psychological criteria.

        I think it’s just the name given to “extreme” day dreaming. It’s like having a TV on in the background for me. Sometimes I’ll just blink and realize I’ve been gone for a bit. 😅

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      I’m with you on your second point. I’ll only go back if its somewhere I want to be remembered, i.e. my favorite restaurant.